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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 33.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 64.8% | | Shamelessness | 33.3%
Puts 'em on the glass | 79% | | Sex Drive | 50%
A fool for love, but not always | 77.3% | | Straightness | 8.9%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44% | | Gayness | 62.5%
Had that experience at camp | 83.8% |
| Fucking Sick | 76.1%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 46.04% pure
Average Score: 72.5%
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[27 Jan 2006|04:15pm] |
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I dont wanna go back home.
Not just because I don't want to drive the nine million hours again tomorrow, but because I don't really have much left for me there. The two people I care most about in the my sfla life up and deserted me this week. . . so why should I go back? I'm trying to get my shift sunday taken so I can just stay till next friday, but I doubt it'll happen. I may just drive down work sunday and than drive back up, because really I can't be down there. I can't really be up here either to tell you the truth my dreams are still haunted by terrorist organizations hiding nuclear bombs in aligators, and the gorgeous ZBT brothers that all want me to come to this kegger tonight keep morfing into someone I drove 300 miles to escape from. Little good that did me.
Steven thinks I should move up here and just split half of seans rent. I'm thinking thats a very real possibility, at least until I can get my own place. Fuck you south florida.
Fuck you two for one every days, and fuck you unrequited love.
You ruined it. . .
You're right I did this is all my fault. I ruined my life. Time to fix things.
Yay rock climbing <3 <3 <3
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| on wishing |
[20 Dec 2005|02:15am] |
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I'm holding my breath under tunnels
and wishing for days
when driving past your house
might mean passing by home
I'm exhaling puffs of hope
from cigarettes flipped
for letters of your name
and these aren't quite prayers
but I'm getting close enough
to throw my arms around you
in plain view of shooting stars
and dumpsters filled with broken wish bone parts
and pieces of my heart
It's 11:11 and my rhymes are getting weak
similar to that feeling that once stuck to just my knees
and pulling eyelashes seems obsurd
buts its months before I can blow out candles
and the frosts killed all the clovers
so now I havent even got luck on my side
just visions of you and another lonely night
spent rubbing my third eye
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| Thank yous to Dana the love of my life |
[05 Nov 2005|09:21pm] |
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.
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| I'm sorry that you seem to be confused |
[05 Nov 2005|09:06pm] |
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Uhm so whats worse than ambers car breaking down the day before her birthday?
My car breaking down three days later.
P.S. btw thanks to every weston fuck tard who passed my poor little 18 year old girl cell phone less self on the side of the road and didn't stop to help. Extra thanks to the four cops that passed and the one bitch that asked me for directions.
Uhm, anyone have a new car they want to I dunno give to me?
So, other than that. . .
do you like carrots?
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| I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldnt fuck to save its species |
[01 Nov 2005|04:43pm] |
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This hurricane shit's getting ridiculous.
My house has no power so I've been holed up with amber sense friday or saturday.
Today it rained. In the house. Ouch.
I feel like destroying something beautifull. Only, there's nothing left that hasn't already been destroyed.
If you were out last night at about 4 - 5 am and you saw the imaculately beautiful heat lightning that seemed to burst and fill the world with hope and dread all at once you're one of the lucky ones that may possibly be able to grasp how it is i feel.
Like the way you can put pots and pans and umbrellas and dog dishes to catch the first couple leaks from the havacked roof only to eventually realise that not only are more gunna spring but the originals are just going to keep running thats where i am in life.
I've used up every bucket, every pot, every emotional rain catcher I've got only to be left in a terential down pour. With every day I come to grips with what came before I only dig my self deeper into a situation that is never going to turn out anything other than devestating for all parties involved (most specificly me) let alone anywhere near happily ever after.
but whate there to do?
I'm already here with far to many dog dishes to worry about emptying every ten minutes to even consider running for higher ground.
- and than she was gone,
♥ ♥ Adrienne Nicole
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| Adam says I'm only half a bitch |
[30 Oct 2005|01:46pm] |
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oh my effing god I'm having nightmares about drag queens. Ewww. Seriously.
Uhm this hurricane shit SUCKS. For real I still have no power.
See also : Water
See also : Phone
Friday night was fun though we had a halloween party at tarpon & everyone was all dressed up. I was a cute little nymph (aka fairy ; not nympho)
Some one jacked my wings though =\ <- SAD FACE
I don't wanna work on Monday.
See also : Wednesday
See also : Thursday
See also : Friday
I'm so done with halloween already. Specially with my lack of wings.
Uhm my storys are a cock tease, right ber?
Ps. by the way jesse is getting tattoed right now.
I need a vacation.
What do you mean its good to see me? You saw me last night >_
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| unnah huh? |
[20 Sep 2005|05:22pm] |
1. FIRST NAME: Adrienne
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Uhm no
3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Always
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? I don't have a favorite finger. . .
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Uhm I think the saturday after katrina hit down here when I was really weeded at work and Schulman made me cry
6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? hahaha NO
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Roast beef and Turkey (the kind jennas mom uses)
8. ANY BAD HABITS? I'm one big bad habit
9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? I'm proud of all my cds okay even the 80's mixes and BSB best ofs!!
10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? oh HELL YEAH
11. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? Yes.
12. DO LOOKS MATTER? Yes, but so does personality
13. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? through sarcasm and witty nonsensical quips
14. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? sadly. . . Tarpon Bend
15. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? no
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Pink-E until I lost her on a plane
17. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? math. . . calculators rock
18. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Many
19. DO YOU USE SARCASM? I abuse it
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? All the time
21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Eyes, Laugh, Smile, Personality, Sense of humour, ect ect ect
22. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Adrie, Drie, Adron, Age, ect ect
23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? If you pushed me
24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No
25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS? Many
26. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? depends how I feel
27. What is your shoe size? 9 i think
28. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? depends
29. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? I dont know
30. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Keri, Sean, & Michael
31. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? surrreeee
32. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Stabbing westward
33. LAST THING YOU ATE? a frozen poptart
34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Amber
35. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes, build
36. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS? I dunno sorta I mean i wouldnt be who I am with out her
37. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? I've been worse
48. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? inventory day
49. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? yea
50. SUMMER OR WINTER? Florida. . .
51. HUGS OR KISSES? Both at the same time =)
52. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? RElationships or repeated bootie calls one night stands are just a tease
53. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? Amber
54. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? you
55. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Stranger than fiction - Chuck Palahinuk (sp?)
56. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? its my brothers and its blue
57. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? uhm . . does twister count?
58. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Cant remember
59. FAVORITE SMELLS? Lucky you for men, Very sexy for men, food, and burning wood
60. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: nooooo
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| and you thought I was kewl. . . |
[18 Sep 2005|11:38pm] |
Todays my brothers twenty-first birthday . . . what a pimpmaster he is.
Uhm I dont like people and I already dropped my two BCC classes out of sheer disdain for human beings. I'm seriously going to start a cult so I never have to be around people I don't like/know ever again.
guess what it gets better
wait that was tv
sorry I get them confused sometimes
guess what I love Michael, Keri, Amber, Karla, Scott, Rosie, & 'Tom'
ps this song is how I feel but not how I do
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
sorry to mess wit you,
x to the o - DRIE
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| EYEBALL EXPLOSION |
[27 Aug 2005|06:21pm] |
I feel like my left eye is going to pop out.
I really feel like shit.
On a brighter note the cable is back on <3
need food sleep and new life
<3 adrienne
christmas soon?
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[21 Aug 2005|02:53pm] |
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NO ONE LOVES ME!!! whY DONT YOU FUCKERS COMMENT?!?!
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| HOTTNESS! |
[19 Aug 2005|03:56pm] |
Sooooooo
I am in orlando! Thats right we got a courtesy computer! Gangsta!!!
gunna go hit the sauna da poool and da gym right quick before Sean and I hit up the clubz!!
PEAACCCCCCEEEE!!!
<3<3<3
Adrie
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| same shit diff day but thats my life depression for dummies on repeat |
[16 Aug 2005|03:49pm] |
Today I am sad. Yesterday I was sad, and tomorrow I will be sad.
Today I will go to work, I will drive around, and than I will go to sleep.
yay for today. . .
I'm pretty much in a really shitty place right now, between everyone leaveing me, and my sudden realization that I am very much alone in the world I'm very seriously contemplating driving off a bridge.
I don't wanan wake up in the morning. I don't want to go to work anymore. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to go to orlando. I don't want to read, or watch tv or talk on the phone. I'm not hungry or thirsty or tired. I would like to be a lack of all things human. k thanks.
<3
Adrienne Nicole
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| Close your eyes, you're beautiful when you're sleeping |
[06 Aug 2005|09:10pm] |
Hey Mikey, vacation or no remember someone loves you. I do, everytime I feel your ring at my throat and remember that there in the center lies my heart to which only your Kisses holds the key.
Love always,
Adrienne
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| With us it will NEVER be goodbye |
[06 Aug 2005|02:49am] |
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Tonight was the best night of my life.
I love you ladies.
To climbing in trees, singing off key, and living like queens! Not to mention some fossil making in between!
BFF AAF NMW 4shizzle my dizzles
<3s
(I have yet to think of a stripper name so lets just go with: ADRON!)
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| You all up in my koolaid and you don't even know the flavor! |
[05 Aug 2005|12:27am] |
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3 more days till everything changes. I don't like it. So much has been changing lately every time I wake up the world is different and now this the most drastic change ever. The departure of the girl I've called my best friend sense 6th grade the only person down here that I've known basically sense I moved down here and stayed close with the entire time. That birthday party in 5th grade was fate and Keri and I were meant to be bff aff, but is her leaving fates way of telling me its over? I granted you 8 years of friendship, faith, and love but now its time to let the hurting begin? Fate is cruel.
I'm so depressed over her leaving that I don't know what to do, it doesnt seem real you know? It won't until she's gone. Until I can't say "I'm bored I wonder what Keris up to, maybe we can chill"
UGH!!!!!
On top of all that I'm still pretty bumed about the sean thing I mean I've said my share and made peace with the situation but He was my boy ya know, my best guy friend, my best work friend, and so much more. . . and it just hurts to not have that all of a sudden. I mean It's better this way I'm sure. I care about him enough to know that, but really it sucks a lot because there's this big hole there right now that's gunna take some time to fill. It's weird to not talk to him everyday, weird to dread working with him as aposed to looking forward to it so much. I dunno like I said everytime I wake up the world is different.
Oh andddd now that Charles is back I'm getting like the shittiest schedules and sections . . . seriously it's like I have to prove my self all over again, and thats so not fair to me. Dennis, Justin, and Nate trust me. Justins put me on big partys, he's given me friends of the owners ect ect. Dennis always gives me anyone who had a bad experience the last time or is upset by there server, and he even wanted to put me behind the bar! Nate who on one of his first days with me on the floor got a table that complained about me non stop still gives me good sections and was all excited to help me train bar! But Charles my favorite manager who tells me I have so much potential seems to have no confidence in me. I know he'll get over it, but I want him to know I'm a good server and in trying to prove my self I just get nervous and end up fucking up. Its a bad scene! I feel like I did my first week on the floor like everyone was babying me waiting for me to fuck up thinking I couldnt hold my own, and I need schulman to say "who are they Adrienne? They're no one!" everytime I go to take a table just to calm my nerves. Eck whatever.
On a brighter note I got a new tattoo. I <3 it soooo much. Also I bought cute new crap from AE yesterday, and got keri the 1st of her Bday gifts. Not to mention I've been seeing my Lali doll more, and I finally got to see butterfly effect the other day at nates. I really wish my black eye would like go away tho. I mean at first it was kinda hott like a kewl excessory. . . "who needs makeup when you can look like you just beat a bitches ass" but now that its all faded it's just sort of gross. Ewwww.
Uhm I can't think of anything else to say really. . .
I love Keri, Karla, Amber, and my big bro all like super whoa.
HOLLLA!
Adrie
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[26 Jul 2005|07:48pm] |
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you dont have to out run the bear
you just have to out run your slowest friend
I am so very confused. . .
YaY for dinner with my starbaby tomorrow <3 wooot
I better go now.
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| yes it is quite fabulously stupid |
[26 Jul 2005|01:33am] |
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OMG I HAVE TO PEE
uhm today was random
I didnt get to end up hanging with my hardrock boys =( cause no one would go with me but i did chill with krissy and randy which was awesome!
We took sex quizes at wendys thanks to city link and than went to barnes and nobles where some guy took it upon himself to recomend books to me . . whatevers but I ended up getting the latest gossip girls book and this other awesome book by the guy who wrote fight club plus i got krissy a book for her bday and than I bought the fragile cause I lost those cds in like 11th grade when my cd case got stolen -((
anyway it was a pretty spiffy night. I'm engaged to randys dog because it is so effing cute! I love it! I want a puppy so bad, but i want a pitbull pup =)
uhmmm justin fixed my wednesday by putting amy on it LAME and he's still not sure about my friday but ya know whatever
I hate people who don't know what away msgs are for! JK baby I love you.
I'm gunna go pee now and than I think I'll read.
ta <3 ta
adrienne
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| and in the event of a whirl pool clovers shows can be used as a flotation device |
[25 Jul 2005|05:58pm] |
I don't think I'm gunna be able to start school until next semester =\ I never registered for classes and fall term starts in less than a month. I hate this I hate that I havent even started college and I've already fucked it up.
I miss my Mikey. I wanna see him. I don't like that its been so long. He's my boy.
those guys kelly and i meet at hardrock pat and dennis called me today. They call everyonce and a while but I havent seen them sense the first time we chilled so i think sense everyones in orlando i might hang with them tonight.
I need to go into tarpon and talk to Justin because Dennis and Nate totally fucked my schedule. Seriously I'm supposed to open behind the bar wednesday morning but i'm also supposed to open on the floor that day and I'm hostessing friday night but I'm also on the floor that night. So papi needs to fix some things because its not fair to me to have to deal with this shit.
I need to get out of my house.
<3 LATE,
Adrie
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| you dont smoke in my house i dont smoke in my house |
[25 Jul 2005|03:12am] |
those words have haunted me today. . . I'm not sure why but they're driving me nuts! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Everyones in Orlando =( Amber and keri left friday and may not be coming back until like not this tuesday but next tuesady! Little Sean left yesterday and isnt coming back till he has to work next which is prolly wed morning =\
whats so great about fucking orlando? For real as far as im concerned all there's up there is cold houses graveyards and mean guys that treat my friends like shit . . . fuck orlando!!! COME BACK HOME FUCKERS!! LoL the ubber cuteness of lil sean offering to drive next to me the entire way home if i go up there tomorrow!
I need to go to the dentist =( grrr
wow my mood just went from whatevers to fuck everyone and there mom
ugh i feel like slitting someones throat. I hate people i hate it when they look at me i hate it when they talk to me and mostly i hate it when they condesend me. fuck people.
I nneed a mesage
im sad
4<3ver
adrie
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